wails desperately into the night
kendra is made of magic and now there is a fic
a really! big! fic! too long to post on tumblr
so now there is a dreamwidth ❉ ❉
this sounds bad
but i'm happy you cried? i like...feelings. being the cause of feelings
my writing is simple because i am unable to do more than this
that it was enough to tell this story is lucky! yes, lucky. ❤

joonmyun/junmyeon/joonmyeon/junmyun/JUNMEN
i have a soft spot a mile wide for him
my whole body is a soft spot ❤ ❤ ❤
that you were able to identify with him in this story...
me too. me too.
pushing emotions down into yourself
deep deep down, because showing them is scary
i think there are more people like this than we'd think
chanyeol. i think chanyeol and joonmyun are very similar.
when you first look
there's loud and happy chanyeol!
and awkward and motherly joonmyun
but when you look again
they are both very private
they just have different facades
i dunno i guess they're both idols so we don't know them
but i find them very alike.
chanyeol falls in love with joonmyun at first sight
but there are so many reasons he can't say something about it
like
so many
but people are people are people and i was so happy when they fell in love
i say this like
i wasn't in control
but i wasn't ✿ ✿ ✿

i really left you hanging until the end, didn't i? ❉
i always knew they would get together again in the end
but um i didn't know how until i got there
because i was sort of living along with them
this story went through so many drafts
but in every single one, they ended up together ❤
because maybe not every love story lasts forever
but i would really like to think this one does for chanyeol and joonmyun
because joonmyun deserves to be happy ❤
not everyone who deserves to be happy gets to be happy
but that is what fic is for
right? ❤
don't be sorry
this was wonderful ✿
even if i was nervous to reply ❉
i wish i were capable of expressing my appreciation
thank you for reading ❤ ❤ ❤